Hey Pony. Your life sounds pretty full but Friday nights can seem long. I do not know what the environment is like where you live but we have gyms and yoga centers here in California that are open at night. I go out with friends but if not I do go out alone. I can eat and see a movie alone and not feel weird, but most times I can manage to find a few girls to go out with. I wish I had the time to take a local community college class because I love editing and I meet other filmmakers to shoot projects all the time. I am trying to see more live bands, but I will not go to a city concert alone at night, too dangerous for my taste. If that does not work for you, go to a salon and get a facial, wax, pedicure, hair dye. Some people do maintenance every week. I wish you could reclaim some of his/ your friends. I miss that too because I think "our" shared friends are truly avoiding us while we work on our issues. I could not believe we did not get one invite for 4th of July, usually we have to go to three or four BBQ's!


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