Hi J... Look, it seems to me that you did exactly what you were meant to do with your H right now. Don't look at it as a mistake, more of a clear signal that you are not ready to have that olive branch extended today.
The thing that we tend to forget is that it is not just about their timing, it's ours as well. We have to be in a loving and accepting place in order to have those steps forward and if we aren't and they step up, we have to be strong enough to tell them, not yet.
I am so glad to hear about the Broker calling you again, Good for you. Focus on that career path and financial independance for now. Let the other stuff work itself out in time.
