I'm glad you cleared that up. You are not a failure. Your M failed, yes, but YOU are no failure.
I can imagine the emptiness, but in order to move on you know you need to let go .... easier said than done, I know. But there is a bright future awaiting you somewhere, if you go and find it.
I've found a few quotes too which may help....all from Helen Keller
When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.
Although the world is full of suffering, it is full also of the overcoming of it.
Self-pity is our worst enemy and if we yield to it, we can never do anything good in the world.
Everything has its wonders, even darkness and silence, and I learn whatever state I am in, therin to be content
Bomb (ILYBINILWY, don't want to be married)Sept05 Seperated Sept/Oct 05 Oct 06 - H recomitted July 11 - I am now a WAW.