MC, from what you have posted, you have lots to show for your hard work. It seems like now she is constanting finding some reasons to come over, hang out with you all, etc. That's really positive.
If you feel down, give yourself a break. Go do something for yourself, like that massage. Sounds great.
M 38, H 38, two sons Met 20 years ago Married 13 years Bomb: Oct, 2006 DB: Started in Dec, 2006 H moved out for 3 weeks in Mar, 2007 H back home and piecing?