Thanks to everyone here and thanks for the prayers, I need them. I was scared when I went this morning but was pleased that this counselor had been to the DB seminar and recommended the 2 books to me. I feel better and more hopeful since I talked to her and have another appt. for next Fri. When I first found out "for sure" about the A. I tried to remain calm and begged him to not leave but after I could see that my talking was doing no good I grabbed my keys and left the house after telling him that I would be back when he was packed and gone. The next morning he had changed his tune completely and was begging to stay. I still made him leave because by that point I was so mad and upset I couldn't stand to look at him. He is in counseling with a different C. I have not read either of the books and up to this point I don't think I could have concentrated enough to read them anyway. I am going to go to the bookstore tomorrow. I think this is the best day I have had since the night I found out. Thanks again for the prayers and support it really does help.
