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[waw1978]

Hey Stew thank you for giving me the other side of coin perspective

When I pointed out that particular behavior and outlined what toll it had taken on me he immediately started telling me how hot he thinks I am and that he had no idea why he wasn't attracted to me before. I think its all bologna. Part of his quick fix routine. For whatever reason, I just didn't do it for him and don't think that its changed. I mean my girlfriends actually think he could be gay! There isn't a man that I have ever dated that didn't want me physically. It was a huge blow to endure mentally over the several years. But I am working on that part. Recover the self esteem is part of my 180/Gal.