I wish I had some advice for you. I will say hang in there, give it time. No one knows for sure what the future holds. I have to keep telling myself this all the time.
Like you I wish I could wake up too.
W: 33 H: 37 SS: 14 S: 7 S: 3 married 08/09/97 Seperated 11/02 05/07 H moved back 8/26/07