mkultra - thank you so much for your kind words. I am feeling really down today. For the first time through all this I really feel like she has moved on. I cant believe she doesnt want to give me another chance. She never really told me how she felt. She had said some things out of anger but nothing I thought our marriage bond wouldn't overcome. I hope like u said with time she will be able to trust me again not to hurt her. I feel so horrible for ruining this marriage. I know it takes 2 but I wish I would have made changes sooner and not taken this marriage for granted.
Have a great weekend. THanks again for your comments. I needed the support.
