Thanks for your perspectives. I'm just going to keep doing what I am doing, keep up the changes in me and wait and see.
I'm just heading out, I don't think I'm going to be ready to meet someone even after this may end for some time. GD has me thinking about the truck I want, and I think it may be time to treat myself to some things in life.
Well, I'll keep updating on what happens, but W is very strong willed person, I'd bet she fills within the next 2 weeks. It's probably better to believe it when I see it, but she doesn't want to wait.