i just can't find anything that gives me a good idea on how a was typically returns.
as i said it really seemed that my R was heading in the right direction with her having a major break down and opening up last wednesday, to the point that i actually recognized my wife. well she was back to normal almost immediatly. then on wed. she comes over with a nice gift for my mother gives me a hug and says i am sorry for stirring the pot for you. then my back slide really began. she looked me dead in the eye and said she doesn't love me when i asked her to. she blamed her whole break down the week before on having a bad day. how can she be so confused one day and be so sure the next is beyond me.
anyway i am looking all over for anything that tells me how a WAS typically comes home. is there trepidation, is there major back offs. no question i pushed her to the point where she ran behind the wall, but i got the impression she really ran this time. i wish when she came over last wed. i would have played it like i didn't give a hoot either way and no matter how she opened up to me i would have been strictly biz trying to get her to sign this damn sep. paper. this could be the backslide that does me in for good and it is my own stinking fault. the worst part is i knew what to do but the fact that i am brutally honest i just could pull off the act i needed.
