It's tough, but I think this will help you get to the right place eventually. You did well, in a tough circumstance. Hang in there buddy.

M 39
W 39
M'd 10 yrs; T 14 yrs
S7 D4
Bomb 5-8-05
W not working on M 1-22-07; EA 2-22
DB 4-10
S 6-11
No more C
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