My H has been openly having an affair for 7 months, so not that this is going to make you feel any better, but there are plenty of other people on here going through the same thing. We separated one week after he disclosed the affair, so I didn't have to have my nose rubbed in it everyday, but I also lost the contact with my H. He doesn't want a D but doesn't want to face reality of dealing with the consequences, so he just lives in la la land with OW. I'm sorry you are going through this, it sucks!
M:28, D finalized: 8/28/07 Current Thread
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