I guess right now I feel that when I did those bad things that I had to leave. Now that she is doing it I think that she should have to leave. She has always woried about me taking the kids. Hello they are OUR kids and I love them as much as she does. Neither one of us can afford to leave and get another place right now. I hope this never happens but if we do get a divorse there is some 401k money available. neither one of us could afford the house we are in also.
I can't quit thinking about this.
When she left tonight, after i got home from work, she was going to get her hair done, I suppose for next week. I always told her how beautiful she was especially after the beauty salon.


Me 37 W 37
D21 D17 D12 S8
grandparents 7/07 boy
Married 16 yrs last June 07
Bomb dropped 4/07

"Do what you feel in your heart to be right-for you'll be criticized anyway. You'll be damned if you do, and damned if you don't", Eleanor Roosevelt