He sure is happy with the status quo. He always is. Either that or he never does anything to change the status quo.
And then there is me "Crusader for whatever is wrong".
H was raised to go with the flow, not make waves...
I was raised that it takes one person to change the world- be the change you desire; do what ever it takes to change for the good- that whole mentality.
haven't been sleeping lately. Too much in my head. Too much to do. Too much to think about.
Argh- I hate this.
2 more weeks until vacation. Just me and the kids at our family cabin in CO with my parents. Then H joins us to my grandfathers 80th birthday party. (along with the rest of my family- aunts, cousins.....)
That's half of why I'm not sleeping. I don't do family get togethers. Never have really liked them. I feel like an outsider in my family when everyone is together... I try to avoid it at all costs. Love my grandpa dearly- which is why I'm going.
crap. Maybe if I let myself cry for hours tonight I'll sleep better. I don't think I've cried in about a year.
School ends Friday, so maybe next week I'll feel a little bit of relief.
I don't do family either. In fact, I am stressing about visiting them soon, too. I have already put them off as it is and now, it's catching up with me. Ugh!!! But I want to get it over with so I can relax.
Hey Speed- most of the time our dreams are the way our mind talks to us about what is bothering us, how we deal with things we aren't dealing with. They are criptic and symbolic
And sometimes they are dreams about what is going on in our lives/wishful thinking and hope. They are straightforward.
Your dream is the latter. No meaning other than this is what you hope to see happening. Straight out desire for this to happen in your life.
I love dreams. Weird part is, I don't usually remember mine. If I remember one it's usually because I haven't dealt with something. Instead of dreaming, I don't sleep- I stay awake trying to figure things out.
My dreams are issues that sneak up on me.
Like right now, I know I"m not sleeping because I'm stressing about whether to continue with H being a weekend wife, or tell him I'm done with it. Instead of dreaming in codes and symbols about it, I stay awake and deal with it.
I actually got into dream analysis because I "don't" dream.
It helps with kids nightmares too! As soon as my kids wake with a bad dream we go to the interpretation. They have really nothing to do with monsters or fires or whatever. When we find out the meaning, we talk about it and get some issues resolved that they have been "hiding" (abandonment, school worries....) and it helps them deal with their problems easier.
Wow, that was deep! Ya know you dont really dream when taking sleeping pills! I hate having to take them. After my surgery and since the S, if I dont, I get no sleep at all.
Me: 46 Wife: 39 D: 13 S: 11, 9, 7 Bomb 3.2.07, Sep Same Day, D papers 11.1.07 Current Status - Wants to take me through Discovery, I will go to prison first.
