It is nothing personal about the pills, I just don't want any. As for my thread, the first one covers it all, I think page 8-10 have the crappy stuff on it.
I am the same way. I refused any antidepressants because drugs scare me. The depression was temporary and I knew that. I am sorry for your holiday. I dreaded holidays and birthdays. I got over Mother's Day. Our Anniversary still feels abandoned. Next is my daughter's Bday. That will be sad for me, especially. The weird thing is that I think our friends and family are kind of dumping us as invites. We used to be a more social family and now not a single invite on July 4th? No BBQ's. Nada. Is it a conspiracy of "Leave Them Alone"? I do not feel like having a party and inviting people over to my place. Do our spouses know how much torture it is to break up a family? I do, now. You know what my H said? "What's the big deal about holidays? Who cares about fireworks?" I wanted to cry because being together for a holiday as a family was so significant to me.
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Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."
