Ok, update. He called back numerous times yesterday when he normally wouldn't. I think b/c of the convo yesterday.

I ended up finding the video for "Far Away" by Nickelback on Youtube and emailing that to him and telling him I wanted that to be our song now. Very emotional video about a firefighter -- I cried.

Anyway, I felt like this whole thing opened a door for me somehow. I all of a sudden feel like I can talk to him about anything -- I don't feel like I'm walking on eggshells anymore. I'm not going to rehash the whole D sitch; I honestly don't have any need for that.

However, I did ichat him after I knew he had gone back to work and told him that I would really like to renew our wedding vows. He still seemed very loving this a.m. and said we would talk about it later since the boys were running around the office while we were on webcam. Not necessarily the time or place.

Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10