My H & ended up talking via IM when I got home & ofcoarse he had dchnged the original plans jsut like I thought he would and awanted to keep them until Thursday(after the fireworks) so I would have to drop my plans w/ the girls!! I told him no I was planning on going out of town to see family form out of the contry and if he could not stick to the original plan he was not getting the girls. WHenever he does not get his way H threatens to do soemthing like turning off the electricity. This time he went too far. This morning I got on my work email the electric diconection verification. I tried calling the electric company but could not get it turned back on without paying the past due of over 100 dollars which I don't have right now. I can't even put it on my name in a new account w/ out paying first AND going thru a credit check AND paying a new deposit. Why am I bothering to stay w/ this He$$ of a man? I texted him this morning to tell him that I guess he really will not see his girls anymore b/c now we must find a place to stay w/ electricity. H never cared to spend time w/ the girls before when he was still at home. Now he wants to be "father of the year"? He sasid I should be happy he wants to see his kids and not be a dead beat dad?? He was a dead beat dad when he was a full time dad!The girls always got on his nerves & everything else, tv, freinds were more important. Before I picked up one of the girls on tuesday after work he had called my mom's and mom finally let him have a peice of her mind. She told him he was the cause of all of this & why if he can't stand me so much why did he not D me first instead of putting all his family thru he$$. H told her she was a "fanatic" (religious wise) & she replied yes the Bible says you will all call us names but thats ok I love the Lord and you will pay if not in this lifetime you will later. My H does not beleive in hell so he says it does not matter after he dies. The enemy has him so wrapped up I feel sorry for him. I wish the rapture wuld hurry up & come so I can leave this world!!
