Funny. My SIL (his brother's wife) will sometimes try to get a conversation going just to see if he'll open up. I don't expect him too. He knows I talk to her... I don't know who he's talking to but it's definitely nobody in the family.

All part of the rollercoaster ride. We make the smallest things into big deals. And most of the time I've found out I make too much out of things. Still doesn't stop me from doing it the next time something comes up. I've actually had a couple anxiety attacks over this. Never had one before and until I was telling my mom about how I was acting the first time I didn't even know I was having one.

Well I'm off to try to get some sleep. I hope tomorrow is a better day for you.


W: 33
H: 37
SS: 14
S: 7
S: 3
married 08/09/97
Seperated 11/02 05/07
H moved back 8/26/07