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Yeah I say I wouldn't wish this pain and rollercoaster ride on my worst enemy.

So maybe the silence is working a little. That at least sounds like she's thinking.

I guess that is what I don't get. Not calling me or seeing me, I just don't understand how that works, I have a mental block on that one.

Yeah it sucks when you're silent and they are too.

Don't get me wrong, I want to call her like nothing else. But I know if I call after this long it will come out as needy or checking up on her, etc...

Didn't hear from my H at all today after having contacted me from Sun-Tues. Even stopped by unexpectedly yesterday. So as much as I'm feeling down I also think he's doing his own thinking.

What is first contact like when I finally see her, or talk to her. Do I act like it I just got off work and that is why we haven't seen each other. Or act like its been a long time. To many questions in my head with no answers.

I took a lot of pics of the kids today. Going to print them out and give to him.

He will appreciate that, I know I would.
I hope my wife takes some while they are away.