Yeah I say I wouldn't wish this pain and rollercoaster ride on my worst enemy.

So maybe the silence is working a little. That at least sounds like she's thinking. Yeah it sucks when you're silent and they are too. Didn't hear from my H at all today after having contacted me from Sun-Tues. Even stopped by unexpectedly yesterday. So as much as I'm feeling down I also think he's doing his own thinking.

I took a lot of pics of the kids today. Going to print them out and give to him.


W: 33
H: 37
SS: 14
S: 7
S: 3
married 08/09/97
Seperated 11/02 05/07
H moved back 8/26/07