well i just f'd up. got a little buzz on and wife comes over to celebrate moms bday. wife is leaving she gives me a hug and says i am sorry. i am like for what. she says stirring the pot. so i am like do you want to still go out or what? she says it up to you. that isn't good enough for me. then she makes excuses for last week says it was and emotional day for her and she is sorry. again not good enough i lost it. i said you are lucky i would even think about it after the 7 months you put me through and your telling me that your sorry. i wish i would have contained my anger and emotions a little more and kept my mouth shut but after a while it just seems like she deserves it. i didn't ask her to come here crying i called you to get closier and you come over crying. sorry i had a bad day she says once again.
how in gods name can someone be sent home from work last week b/c she is such a mess and a week later i don't love you and i am sorry. i am done. then i said your going to regret it, and she said why because you have money. she said why would i want to be with someone that i have no connection with and can't hug. well she hugged me pretty good last week. i f'd up but a person can only take so much. i also said the least you can do is sell that 2.7 karat ring you got and pay for the divorce. i paid for the wedding, the honey moon the least she could do is pay for the divorce.
