In need of help

[sadhearted]

I've gone a week without contact from my H. Probably the longest. Oh no when he first left it was more like 2 weeks. And then it was only cause he was getting the kids for the weekend.

I know I'm sitting here thinking if I feel like this on July 4th what am I going to feel like on bigger holidays or our anniversary next month. I'll probably be a wreck.

I so understand going downhill. I always do that when he decides he shouldn't talk to me. I know I shouldn't because it seems to be a phase but it still gets me down.

You'll love this one. He was talking about his oldest son (my SS) the other day and said isn't it amazing how another person can crush you. I'm sitting here thinking hello????? what do you think you're doing to me? Obviously I didn't actually say that to him...