In need of help

[sadhearted]

Yeah they're out playing in the small pool. Glad they're at least having fun. I was wishing he'd at least miss being with his family today. Didn't really sound like it on the phone.

I just need to get over it. This is what he does. He'll talk to me for a week then decide or we shouldn't be doing this and stop. Then he'll at some point be back to talking.

Yesterday when we were emailing he said it was weird to be typing to me on the other hand he was used to it on the other hand... I said you sound confused. He said why because for 11 years I was used to you and now I'm not supposed to be used to you. Last couple days when he's talked I had the impression that he really is confused and isn't sure that he wants to leave his family for good. That he was thinking. Just hate the quiet times.