In need of help

[sadhearted]

I don't like the dance of back and forth. Since Sunday my H has been contacting just talking. Now today nothing. He called the kids while ago talked for about a minute each. Sounded up beat and everything. Trying not to wonder what he's doing but sometimes can't help it.

I'm trying to have fun with my kids and enjoy the day. I'm having alot of down moments today though. Just wish I could have my whole family back.

Argg... Just needed to let it out.