H and I were talking and he asked who it was that sang "our song." I told him, but said I just threw that CD out yesterday and he asked why and I said well the last time I played it for you, we weren't at a really good place and you told me you didn't even remember the song -- it didn't mean sh*t to you. After that, it doesn't necessarily bring back any good memories for me anymore. He just said "oh, ok." Nothing more was said.
I'm hoping that it will make him think about and realize what an impact that whole time period and everything he said and did had on me. I don't think he gets it yet. Like I've said before, he just acts like nothing ever happened and I don't think he even thinks about what it has done to me.
Anyway, bummer for the day, but it'll be ok. Hopefully he'll have time to think about it and will call me at some point and maybe talk to me about it a little bit or at least try to reassure me a bit. Who knows.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
