Husband, I'm so glad to be a Mom all the time, but what I meant was that it was hard putting on a front for them and being strong all the time. I hate when they saw me cry and they did too. Most of the time I was able to keep my emotions in check, but there were times that I wasn't strong enough.
Another complaint I have about my H not being a dad all the time was a time when I went out of town for the night. I called my H to let him know I would be gone to the conference for the night and asked him if he would like to stay at the house to keep an eye on the girls. Well, he decided they would be okay by theirselves (15 & 18). About 10:00 that night I called to check in and found out my H wasn't with them. Youngest D was a little upset because some boys that she didn't want around showed up with another friend and she had to tell them to leave. I thought all of this was taken care of when I left and had called my H. I guess spending the night with OW was far more important than saftey of girls.
Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are. -- Bernice Johnson Reagon
