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You said you were begging, what were you begging for? Attention? Companionship? I had to say companionship because of the dog analogy


What I meant was that constantly spelling things out and not having anything lasting (if any) response felt as humiliating as begging.

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But do you have anything to say to him at the moment?

At the moment? No.

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Is there anything that is going to change your mind and allow you to want ot work on your M?

Good question. I can't really say I feel resolute about anything right now...time will tell, I suppose.