Oh NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! I am a Sagittarian!!! Really - m b'day is Dec 12th ... oops!!
Ooops! Sorry! My 1st H's b'day was the 12th Dec - spooky!
Anything you can post to help I really would appreciate Jen, as I said earlier I don't want to tell anyone I know in case H stays - I don't want them to hate him again they're only just coming round to him.
I do know what you're saying about controlling my thoughts but the trouble at the minute is that as H can't tell me what the problem is and if it is going to result in him leaving my thoughts are all pessimistic/I don't really know what to think.
I have thought about why my self esteem plumits in a R and I think it is because I just get so afraid that its going to end and I'm going to be hurt because I always seem to fall really hard for people and every one of them has hurt me. I've never dumped anyone.
Can you get C on the NHS then? or do you mean the nurse talked to you and helped. We really have no cash at all to spare to pay for a C otherwise I would have gone months ago believe me. I haven't gone to Relate as I've heard they're pretty rubbish too.
I really appreciate your help even when it is "beating me up" as I know you mean well by them, thanks.
