Hi Jen

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When you say every time you've been dumped do you mean in past R's? If so, what do all those R's have in common?

Yes I did mean in past relationships. What they have in common is that all the guys were sagitarians so I guess I really should stay clear of them! (wow I mustered up some humour from somewhere) and other than that I was dumped every single time. Maybe I need to look at them more honestly with my new DB head to see what else they had in common.

I am needy and clingy right now yes. In fact desparate would be more like it. Desparate to not have to go through last year again. Desparate for my little boy to grow up in a family unit with his mummy and daddy, and desparate for the man I love to love me back. I know its not attractive but I just can't help how I feel. I haven't read mars/venus book I'll try get a copy if you think it'll help.

You are right he doesn't have the strength just like he didn't before but unfortunately this time I don't think I have either.

As for my self esteem. Its zero and pretty much always has been when I've been in a R. Oddly it seems to be really good when I'm not in one and I've never really fathomed out why that is.


M-43 H-42
S-11 D-7
T-19 yrs
M-15 yrs
Bombshell 9/17/15
Sep - 11/9/15