Oh my god IP, I've just read the first post of this thread. I feel totally sick, as if it were me who had found the letter. I sort of know how you feel because while we were separated i found a note in my H wallet, all it said was "i love you with all my heart". I was devastated. At the time i didn't tell him i had found it but i asked him if he was seeing anyone else. He was adamant that there was no-one else. I gave him so many opportunities to be honest with me and he always said that there was no-one.

I haven't read any more of your thread but how are you at the moment??