Well I received an email today saying I didn't get the job I interviewed for on Friday. Needless to say I'm disappointed but I'll keep trying. I have no choice. \:\)

For about a week now I've been doing the going dark and some 180's. Well Sunday my H emailed me about his first son (had nothing whatsoever to do with me). Then yesterday he emailed me a couple times. Nothing about coming home or anything THAT good but maybe small steps. I at least am getting the impression that he is thinking. Which is a very good thing. Maybe he'll realize he wants to be home with his family. Not that I expect that tomorrow but it's nice to know that just maybe he's having some doubts.


W: 33
H: 37
SS: 14
S: 7
S: 3
married 08/09/97
Seperated 11/02 05/07
H moved back 8/26/07