I know you want a whole family again, but atleast he is still working "with" you on this. They have to follow the rules and we as Mom's want to "baby" them if you will and let them slide because of emotions or because we have been gone from them all day etc...but I think we are doing more harm than good by doing that. I am the best at doing this so I completely understand how you feel. Just think of your small positives and hopefully that will get you back to being happy. Tomorrow do something for yourself...try not to think abotu them having "fun" hang in there