Keep your head clear - it's the right thing to do in the long run. I only resorted to the valium as I was getting pretty close to self harming again. Luckily though that moment has passed and my H is being very supportive at the moment. Just wish my MIL had not turned into the MIL from hell!!!
I's sure D25 will help you choose a tasteful tatoo - just remember that it will be there for the rest of you life!!!!
Saffie
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength