Feeling frustrated and alone today. Still never heard from H. I am starting to feel like I can't trust anyone and that I am a prisoner in my own life. I guess no matter what happens, a lot of my ils will make me out to be the bad guy based on what H has told them. My fil actually told my sil that he thinks that this is all going to come down to money for me. This has nothing to do with money, but with broken marriage vows and protecting myself. Did he forget that his son has been carrying on an affair for 8 months, living with OW for 6, and taken no responsibility for his life for the entire time? It is about his son abandoning me and me picking up the pieces of my broken heart and life while covering his a$$. If I wanted to try and take my H for everything, I would get myself a kick a$$ attorney and never look back. I have held on for 8 long months with the hopes of reconciling, and now I am the one that is out for money. At this point, everyone treats it like we aren't married. It is so disappointing to see people I thought had morals go along with this charade because they don't want my H mad at them.
M:28, D finalized: 8/28/07 Current Thread
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