When I think of sample I think of the lady at the grocery store who can slice a pizza thinner than I think is humanly possible. If you were ever here to "sample" my ribs expect a heaping plate of em, yeah might shoot your diet in the azz for a day or two, but it will be worth it.
Smoking. I dont know why, but I feel as if this is a lynch pin point to a whole new life for me. I want to quit, (as I take a puff) and plan on taking another shot at it this coming weekend. I know the week I did not smoke I felt better, well minus the cravings. But I was sleeping better. My sinus felt better. I think that if I did not smoke I could also live a more active lifestyle too.
And you ask "Hows it going?" I am not sure. I mean I have been feeling pretty middle of the road lately. No really low points. Felt myself going down the crazy road at work yesterday....."What is she doing, who is she with?" But I managed to nip that in the butt pretty fast. I feel as if I am detaching more and more. I am reaching out to more people, last night I called the parents of my daughters school friend, and we will be attending a parade tommorow with them, she will be excited when I tell her.
"Hows it going?" Like I have said the lows havent been so bad.....but I cant say I have been over zealous about much lately. I mean it is good I eliminated the low lows, but I dont feel excited about much either. So I guess I am looking for something to become excited, (passionate) about. Do not want to get to comforatable in my rut you know?? Anyhow, I have to get ready for work........have a great day all!!!
