And besides girl, that scrapbook is already K-I-L-L-I-N-G me.
Whose friggin idea was that anyway!
I don't see it as ballsy at all..... hell, looks to me like he was telling you he wanted you home when he asked you to listen to it. He just needs to find his balls and actually say it!
Psa 51:10 Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me.