It is finally out, he wants a D

[sadhearted]

I understand being lonely. When my H has the kids every other weekend it's sooo quiet around here. Never know what I'm supposed to do with myself. I mean I've had kids around for 11 years. There's a difference in getting a sitter so you and your H can go out and being all alone for 2 days.

Mine has said from the get go he is going to struggle as much as me. At the moment I don't have a job. Searching for one but at least he has a job. Oh well.

Last couple of days he's emailed me just because. Course when I respond he doesn't talk back but it makes me think just maybe he hasn't given up completely. Time will tell I guess.