I would think a horse rescue place would need people to help with the animals, whether you have facilities or not. But in your current frame of mind I don't think you really want to do anything. All the therapy in the world isn't going to get you anywhere if you don't at least try to live in the real world. I understand being a loner, and not having many friends, I live there. But there are things you can do to get out and about and around people without being 'with' them. It's a step in the right direction. I'm no therapy expert, but it seems to me that you need to back up the therapy with some 'lab exercises'. I'm not talking about making a speech in front of a room full of people. Just being on a place where you could choose to interact with a few people. I'd think the Cloud Dancer situation would be good. You'd never be in a crowd, you'd be with a horse, and with someone who would really respect your knowledge, which would help your opinion of yourself.
So, like KS says, look at your good qualities and skills, and use them. But you've got to do something, it isn't going to just come to you, most likely. If nothing else just go for a walk!
Nope. I started, lost my place twice, gave up until I can afford to buy more printer paper.
H-36 W-38 Married 14yrs Together 17 2 Children (D12, S15) 9/20/05 - Seperated 4/23/07 - Dbomb dropped 4/25/07 - I Love you, not in love "If it's not hard, it's not worth fighting for."
H-36 W-38 Married 14yrs Together 17 2 Children (D12, S15) 9/20/05 - Seperated 4/23/07 - Dbomb dropped 4/25/07 - I Love you, not in love "If it's not hard, it's not worth fighting for."
The prognosis on my dad is poor. His cancer has spread from his lungs to his brain. Waiting on the oncology report now to know if it's operable, if in his weakened stated (courtesy of chemo and radiation) if he'd even survive surgery if it's an option. Tiny ray of light my ass.
H-36 W-38 Married 14yrs Together 17 2 Children (D12, S15) 9/20/05 - Seperated 4/23/07 - Dbomb dropped 4/25/07 - I Love you, not in love "If it's not hard, it's not worth fighting for."
You never answered earlier, have you found anyone to talk to, just to talk? Seriously my friend, you need too. I meant it earlier this week, if you need you can call me. Sometimes written words on a computer are just not enough.
M 41 W 33 S8 S17 Bomb 3/11/07 S 3/28/07 New beginning? 8/31/07
