Going to the priest is a good step. For thousands of years priests have counseled people on their personal lives. They have much more knowledge than just religious doctrine. You need to rebuild the trust in your marriage, and you need to work on forgiveness. There is a marriage weekend retreat that you could go on. See the website http://www.retrouvaille.org for places and dates. It is a great place to rebuild your marriage. Worked for me.
On the other hand, simply subscribing to Playboy and reading the magazine is not a crime. I have kept a subscription to that magazine going for my husband for years. I enjoy the nights he reads the magazine. And the jokes and articles are good.
