Trust me..being with strangers is NOT the thing for me. I get super anxiety just even thinking about it.

Forget I said anything at all, just let this thread delete on its own.

I've determined there is no answer for me other than lots and lots of therapy so maybe someday I can stand to exist.

H-36
W-38
Married 14yrs Together 17
2 Children (D12, S15)
9/20/05 - Seperated
4/23/07 - Dbomb dropped
4/25/07 - I Love you, not in love
"If it's not hard, it's not worth fighting for."