Awesome! You know what you have to do, Act as If. BE HAPPY. This is the best possible thing that could be happening to you at given your present state.
I know it sucks. I know this is mental hopskotch, to quote Missing Persons. But what are you going to do? Let them see it hurts?
Hell no!
Be happy, be friendly, be agreeable and most of all, be unflappable.