Love, what is it, is it real, does it matter?

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789, I think that's part of the way I pushed my W away. I wanted those feelings. I even looked outside of the M to find them. Remember kissing someone for the first time? Can we feel that way with our spouses, after decades of M? I hope so. But it's not important if I do feel that way when I kiss my W. Love is more than that, IMHO.

I'm sorry your W feels the way she does.