Glad to hear that the vaca was fun....it was a well deserved and needed break for you. I think you eluded to this in your post, but if I where you I would make you H communicate to you through your L. You do not have to be mean, but if he calls.... do not answer, if he emails...do not read and hit the delete key, if he shows up to your house....open a window and tell him to talk to your L.....Just do not get sucked into his mess anymore, you do not deserve the headache...
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Eventually, I hope that I will find a man that appreciates me for who I am and loves only me.
From what I have read you have a heart of gold and any man would be lucky to be with you. You will not end up alone...some lucky man will have the privilege of loving and cherishing you. Keep your head held high.