I am going to see the Preist tonight and she is going with me. She wants to go to make sure I tell the whole truth. Weather or not that reason for going is right or wrong, I think it is good she is going at all, It means she hasn't given up yet. She sounds like she is trying to cope, but it's all she can think about now. She says that if she can't stop thinking about it 24/7 she will leave me. Is there hope that the pain will subside eventually? I hope she can hang in there long enough to talk with a counselor with me. It's also hard to talk with her. The conversations starts out civil but the more she thinks and talks about it, the angrier she gets. I know I need to let her vent, and I am, but how can I communicate to her that I think it's better that we talk about these things with a counselor? I feel we are just spinning our wheels if we just talk to each other.
