When's it my turn?

[SDFoundGirl]

I feel like Jeckyll and Hyde here, but not in temperment. In mood.

I am letting outside forces control me instead of controlling myself. I choose. I matter. I do what's right and compassionate rather than choosing based on how it might look, what others might think, etc. And that includes H. I do not have to make every choice based on what I think he might think. It's crap.

Again, I need to focus on me, making me happy. I need to let go and just BE.

SD