Living with my WAW 3

[SuperDad]

Dave:

Still what is your goal? if its not changed then its time and patience (again).

I will journal on this soon. I want to go back over my goals that I set in March and really think about what I want out of this sitch and, more importantly, for my life!

MoPo,
She has been cooking dinners for us all along. We eat together on most evenings, full sit down dinner, just like before the bomb! Normally, if she does not eat at home, I like her to not have to worry about getting dinner for me and the kids. Given her unresponsive state that evening, I was just trying to express my gratitude that she had done that for me.

Actually, I think I would like to be 21 again. Maybe I'm having a MLC! I would, however, like to keep all the things I've learned between 21 and 39.

Yeah, well that's called immortality and you don't want that either. There is a great line in the Illiad where Achillies says to Patrocoles (his best friend) on the night before Patrocoles will die in battle. It goes something like:
"The gods envy us. Everything they experience, they will have the opportunity to experience again. We on the other hand, never know when our time will come, so we truely savor the time that we have on this Earth."

Look back on the life that you have lived with fond memories, relish the present that you have now, and look forward to the days that will come. Knowing all along that each is unique and irreplacable.

Of course, if we really did this, maybe we wouldn't be here

BTW, I prefer midlife AWAKENING.

SD