Still trying to keep a PMA, and remind myself that I am surely in a lot better place than I could be. We bought a webcam yesterday so we got hooked up & actually were able to see & talk to H. He said that is "going to help him so much." I know he's not having an easy time being over there by himself w/o us. He doesn't look all that great. Pretty tired, etc. Then he left a message while boys & I were at church. Said how much he misses me & loves me. It's just still hard not to let my mind wonder what is sincere and what I can believe or not. I guess I believe he means it, sometimes it's still just hard w/ all that's happened.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
