Yesterday my W came to pick up D3. My W arrived and came inside to see my mom and gave her a hug and told her to take care of herself. When we went outside, I told my W some info about how my mom is doing and we spoke briefly. My W asked me what time the circus is and I told her 5:00pm and she said that is perfect because she has somethings being delivered to her new house. I then went and signed a lease on my brand new apt. I am so excited! I have been feeling indifferent lately. I am starting to have feelings of not wanting anything to do with my W. I am starting to REALLY consider moving on with my life and focusing only on ME and D3. Yes, I love her. I don't need this crap. I have tried and tried. Last year, we found success. She was reluctant to try until after she tried. She is so damn stubborn. This time around, she is the one who hasn't changed and she keeps blaming me for everything under the sun. Bringing up the past, blah, blah. So disrespectful! I am seriously about to just quit and move on. She will be missing out. Today, we'll go to the circus and my plan is to not even pay attention to her and to just respond to her. I will have a blast with D3 showing my W that I don't NEED her to be happy.
OneWish's Story
"We can't solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them."
