Last night or this morning, depending on how you look at it, I am asleep on the couch. The W comes and wakes me up and says she has feeling 'in the mood' for a while. She starts it by saying, 'I know this isn't a good idea but...'. She says, 'I will give you some time to think about it'. I think about for about 5-10 minutes and then i go into the bedroom. It is awkward getting started because I fell like I don't know what to do. We do it. She asks me if I am going to 'finish'. I said I was waiting on you to 'finish'. She says she doesn't think she is going to 'finish'. I ask if she is sure. She says yes, but do I want to. I say I am okay. I ask ask her if she is okay, she says she is. I put my clothes back on and go back to the couch.
Did I handle this right? I keep telling myself I did, but I need some opinions. This is the same W who told me before she used to cry afterwards. That it has never been good with me. Is that the 50% talking? I feel okay though. Not excited about it. Not depressed.
