Thanks HS, don't have any high explosives so I'll have to stick to my drill press for now.
Slept in this morning, felt good, still seem like I'm trying to catch up on my sleep for the last week (since Vegas). S15 came in and gave me a hug this morning, wanted to know if I wanted to go get some breakfast before he left to go walk his dog at the park with his GF. I told him sure, just needed to wait for S13 to get out of the shower so I could shower and get ready. My wife called and asked what I was doing, asked if S13 was going to play golf (S15 must have mentioned going golfing this weekend to her I guess) and I told her that he didn't want to go, that he'd said "he wasn't a golfer." I asked her if she was working, she said she was driving home from doing rounds, then she was going to visit a friend, I told her to say hi for me. I asked her how her day went yesterday, she said "what did I do yesterday, oh nothing, nothing ever happens around here." I told her to have a good day, thanks for calling and she said goodbye. Only about 3 min conversation, no hint or mention of our anniversary.
By the time I got ready S15 said he wasn't feeling good and was going to lay down and to go to breakfast without him. As I was getting ready to head out, I couldn't find my wallet, check everywhere, remembered last having it last night at dinner when paying for the food. Decided I must have left it at the counter when paying for dinner, drove with S13 to go find out and thank God it was there! Ate breakfast with S13, S15 sent me a couple txt msgs saying he wanted to talk to me alone when S13 wasn't around, that I should try to drop him off at a friend's house. I don't know what he wants to talk about, guess I'll find out in a bit. Time to go finish fixing the lawnmower, get some cars smog checked and whatever else I can find to do to keep busy. Might head to church tonight at 6pm, should be good for me today. My mom sent me a nice email today, she is praying and fasting today for my marriage and gave me a nice list of reasons to have a Day of Joy:
I pray that today will be a Day of Joy for you in spite of the circumstances.
-Joy that your Father is always there for you to meet your needs and loves you unconditionally. -Joy that your mother (and your sisters) also love you unconditionally. -Joy that you are still married. -Joy for your wonderful sons (and stepdaughter). -Joy that God is working daily in your life and teaching you so much and providing so many resources and new support especially through your church. -and other reasons you may personally have . . .
